Angel eyes

When he met you, he never knew,

he would fall for something so brown in hue,

The world shuns away from its glories,

the moment he speaks to them your stories.

For he forgets his stance,

the moment he has a glance of those beady eyes,

with the shallowness of the sea's,

he looses sight of everything around,

with a feeling of being drowned.

The eyes of an Angel he had seen today,

chills running down his arms, not knowing what to say,

behind those beautiful eyes, lies the most divinest of souls,

warm and passionate, but not everyone knows.

His heart was stolen, in the most modest way,

she makes him soar when he is down,

and when frozen he feels all warm,

they shine so bright in the darkness of the night,

he just feels to sit and stare , in her sweet angel eyes.

Autumn sunshine in Spring

That is how i have been feeling lately, the feeling of compassion wiped out by the true solace found in the warmth of a smile that speaks wonders.

 Thought i realized what it was, but no i haven't. 

The divinity that radiates from your soul, sweeps me up to a third world

when you wish upon a star, it makes no difference who you are

if your heart is in your dream no request you make is too extreme.

Like a bolt of lightning, fate stepped in and she saw me through,

Life's Mystic ways, for one to travel and unfold,

gave me a chance to travel the less trodden by two folds.

A place where i found bliss and behold the pure solace,

long i stood , looking down the path that she led me through.

I saw things clear and blue , just like the deep blue sky with no gloomy clouds,

right to the point called horizon where the sky touched the grounds.

I couldn't relieve more so unable to revive, as the time spent with you just passes by,

Many a times spirits spoke the truth to my heart, as i disregarded their words and pleas,

But were they able to bring the sweet joy into my world?, the kind of which i had never known.

What made alive in me that subtle change, was the song that i only know,

which keeps singing happily to me your name.

You are all the things that I find to be sweet, especially those that make me smile in every way.

I have finally found the peace,that my heart did really need,
I have finally found a quiet place, in which my tired mind could flee.

And so this is how my journey began under the autumn sunshine in spring,

but now i know it is true, when you wish upon a star,

     Your dreams do come true.

DEDICATION TO THE MOST DEDICATED FRIEND I COULD EVER HAVE!!

Wiki says A Soul Mate is believed by some to be the person with whom one has a feeling of deep or natural affinity, similarity etc., Richard Bach says- "A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise". But, I say what if the key is lost?? We do not get our soulmate? As per Wiki (again) human sex ratio is 101 males to 100 females and also an scientific assumption that 105 boys to 100 girls. Now, does this means that those 5 guys do not find the soul mate?? I'd say its an old funda made just to convince ourselves that out there we have someone made "only" for us, our soul mate.

Its amazing how we fell in love for the first time and felt "Yes, he/she is the one, he/she is my Soulmate" but later, what went wrong??? Did the lock find another key?? Or the key was unable to open the lock at all?? Were they just runner-up contestant in this show called Happily ever-after?? Werent we truest selves to them or were we just pretending?? Have we lost our soulmate or is there another soulmate made for us?? And if we dont find one?? Are we going to wander our entire  life in a search of one?? 

Well, it could be just our perception. I cant help but believe I have got more than one soul mate. I can be my truest self to my soul mates. I cannot and dont pretend to be someone else with them and it is safe enough for me to open my lock with them. I have lots of similarites with them and a feeling of deep natural affinity- "My friends are my Soul mates" :) I live in a generation where I have learnt and truely believed "one key fits all". They are my Master Key and I am sure they are your master keys too! 

To You Mom

We have been living in the house since the day that we was born,

Those walls have seen us happy, of all the ways you cared for us,

You were a gift divine and made us grow up to be strong.

You were up all night with a screaming baby, you run all day at the speed of light and

Every day you feel a little bit less, like always the beautiful woman you are.

Those walls also had the front row seat to the breaking of my heart,

I thought the pain was here to stay, but forgiveness made a way.

I remember running down the hallway, playing hide and seek

I didn’t know that I was searching for someone to notice me.

I felt so alone and undiscovered, and now I am old enough to understand.

Just when I am supposed to be listening, I let you down so many times. 

I just keep counting the ways I have let you down,

But no matter how many times I messed things around,

You were always patient to hold me down

And you taught me the ways of dealing with that could have taken me down.

I have reached a stage in life where I am strong on my two own feet,

I now have only one thing left to do, that’s to fulfill all that you have seen me to be

While you struggled to get me through, I sometimes really wonder how?

You were there when we took our first steps, and went unsteadily across the floor.

You pushed and prodded: encouraged and guided, until our steps took us out the door,
You worry now Are they ok?, Is there more you could have done?
Where we are is where you have led us, with your special love you showed us a way,
To believe in ourselves and the decisions we make.

Taking on the challenge of life day-to-day, and where we go you can be sure,
In spirit you shall never be alone.

For where you are is what matters most to us, Because to us that will always be home...

Its all about forgiveness that makes you Human!

Link to the Official Song 

Feeling Nostalgic

It was Ash Wednesday, just another day for me, when i woke up , got ready for my class, sat in the car and drove away.  Never did i have a slight hint that this day would make me feel all so Nostalgic and connect to my past and cleanse me of all the wrong doings and the steps which i had trodden knowingly or unknowingly.

It was a moment after class , it wasnt me who decided to step into God's abode and spend a few minutes at peace. Education is what makes a person different from all the others. My parents had given me the best, and the school was a christian missionary school in the now hustling town of Hyderabad. I had learnt to respect, learnt to pray, learnt to give, learnt to be gentle and of all learnt to be the best a human can be. It was all uploaded into me (using more of a technical term) over the 10 years of education i had.

And this day, brought back to me all the memories which i had somewhere down there in my heart. It was an instant feeling to just step into the church and spend a few moments looking at him and it gave me a glimpse into the past i had lived in harmony and at peace. It created a bridge between the good past and the present i was walking on , which was broken down over the last few years and i never realized it.

But the feeling of being holy and blessed and the feeling of connecting to my past makes me  alive and even more stronger. It was a miracle that happened and made me to go in there and feel Nostalgic, and yet again the sweetness was there with me all through. When i think of how i went in, how i sat in peace and how it made me feel all nostalgic. Then realized you were there too and i smiled to myself. 

2000 days under the full moon

For some love is to be there and to do things, to praise them often and buy them costly things. For others it to do crazy things, to go places and get lost in a timeless embrace. But most often we forget the fact that love is always and has been forever timeless and unconditional. The moment you start weighing your options and you start thinking about alternatives, the moment you start weighing the pro’s and con’s of being with someone, pop goes the bubble and you are all drenched in ego and attitude.

I have seen and also experienced things as such and it is a very painstaking phase to go through, unless you have a strong will and a strong reason to be thinking of while you go through it alone. I have seen people taking things easy and moving on, I have also seen a few blocking themselves from the entire world. Friends are around and your family is always there to support you in every way, why not share it with them? Well most of us don’t, that’s again a phase where the ego strikes back. But how many of us have tried letting oneself go , setting the spirit free and just opening out with someone whom you trust the most,  or someone who makes you feel comfortable all through.  Guess most of us don’t.

Well this is about the 2000 days I spent under the full-moon and though it to be all heavenly and god sent. Hmmmmm not until I saw how frost-bitten one feels on a windy, cold night having to stare at the moon all along. It’s so easy to be deceived by how beautiful the moon looks until you start noticing it and you suddenly see the moon spots or the dark spots on it. This is about him, the friend I had written about and mentioned how he wanted to turn a new leaf and give his life a new portal to pass through and fresh waters to swim. He had let his life to take a turn and be churned enough and by the time he could notice the change, he had lost most of what he had cherished in life and the people those who were in his life. He was blindfolded to such an extent that he could not see beyond the dark veil covering his eyes. By the time he realized everything was over.

He then met a few good friends those who put some brain into him, and then he began to see life the way it was before to him. Not completely though, it was still foggy and he needed more friends than before, as he had lost quite a few. It was this intense battle he always fought with himself and he used to get messed up and taken down most of the time. N then one fine day, he felt blessed. He had got a friend who would listen to almost anything and everything he would want to say. N then things started to change, from bad to good, from stress to de-stress, from clouds to clear sky. The friend was indeed God sent is what he felt. He was so at peace with the world, he had changed completely and on asking he said this friend was so calm and composed and so mature in thoughts and actions. There was always something to the way he was given an assurance or a reply which had a really strong and long lasting impact. Apart from all these teeny weeny things, there was this charm to her and her ways of making things understand in relaity. Never had he known or he had ever opened up so much to anyone that he felt the burden over his shoulders lighten up and he had a very out of this world kind feeling.

With eyes deep and brown, when you look into them you just drown.

A smile so warm, you just melt even when she is angry and frowns.

A patient listener and the more you talk and share, life seems pretty fair.

No doubt the best things happen, when you least expect them to come in your way,

Every time I speak to you, a strange sense of excitement takes me over,

What’s it to you and your personality?, it really makes me wonder in every way.

Everything to you just makes you so perfect, or is it just me with that percept.

You are just so mystical and the more I interact the more I feel being healed,

The essence you carry about life, which you make me realize,

 It gets into me in a jiffy, and it makes me go all alive.

There’s a strange divinity that radiates from you, 

which just gets things going, for those who believe and trust in you.

Yet you never really open up with anyone, and I happened to be the lucky few, 

who got to know completely about you.

I am not sure if I share a special space in your life, 

but you will is what I am forever sure in my life.

I wish our friendship stays the same and grows older and better with time, just as wine.

N I am yet to discover and define the sense of feeling you invoke when not on my mind,

 but there is still time for me to make sense to what’s so divine.

You ended the pain and the agony I had, being under the full moon most of the times,

With me wondering where my life would get me to, during all those unsure times.

You are truly an angel sent from above, who set my life on the success path. :)