What makes someone so special!!

Its been 24 years since i stepped into this world.. Mom, Dad always protecting me from wind, shower or sun. A lovely kid brother whose always naughty but loving. Good friends to keep you company, Abhi, Yousuf, Aldin, Ibad, Nagarjuna hhhhhmmm in fact many to name. But what makes someone so special to someone. Well mom and dad, you are special to them as a kid as their own blood. So is with a brother or a sister. Friends?? Well i guess its the bond that one shares, happiness, sorrow, good, bad.. hhhhhmmm guess i really cannot justify this but one thing that keeps me wondering the most is the bond one shares with someone you love. Its so weird isn't it, you meet a person, speak to them for a few hours, share a few things and all of a sudden you fall for them. I mean whats this that people call as chemistry?? How does it exist? where does it begin and how does it begin.. whats that tiny thing that makes someone so special to you that you start to believe them so blindly , even more blindly than the ones who brought you into this world??... Well it just keeps me wondering...

HURTS - Stay (Official Video)

The Time It Taketh!!

She is done with you and you know it.
You can curse. And you do.
But she just walks away smiling like the Mona Lisa.
Good riddance.
You don't mean it. But she does and she means it so much.
With all the strength in her thighs
she runs.
Unbelievable.
You don't mean it. But she does.

You picture her floating in long layers of light.
The weight of you, now she's free.
You grasp a piece of that light but there's nothing to hold onto.
You laugh.
You don't mean it.
But she always does.

You wake up to the first morning with clarity.
As the weight of your body settles solidly to the ground.
You think.
And you mean it.

Feelings factory!!

It sometimes strikes me as to why do people have so many indifferences. Is it money that we live for, is it for comfort, or is it for a self satisfaction that we live and we fight.. coz in the end all that matters is the last breath, the last view that you have seen with your eyes and the last touch u have felt of the person you love the most. In case you are wondering what kind of a gibberish stuff in speaking there then its all about the feelings factory...

You do so much for someone in a lifetime, only to be said a simple no in the end.. We all being humans i do agree that mistakes happen every now and then, but again does taking care of someone as if they were an innocent baby, showing someone so much love that the love itself poisions your soul??

Well heart's a very strange organ. It cries yet it never budges, it yearns for someone whom you have always wanted yet it never is able to justify the reason as to why u want them so much. You really dont have to have a reason if you want someone so badly, coz in case if there was a reason for it now, who knows it might not be there tomorrow. Its not the things that you do and say win someones feelings but it is you who should be felt with the heart and thenis when you have one someone for real.

Feelings have become so materialistic that nobody really cares what happens as long as they have things going their way and things that satisfy their desires n souls.. the world's feelings factory is so corrupt...

What she means!!!

It amazes me at what a new sunrise can bring. The new possibilities and the new awareness that exists in my mind. Everyday is a new beginning with her. A whole set of new ambitions, goals and possibilities. It’s profoundly etched in my conciousness what this woman brings to my everyday of living. The pureness and the wholeness that my heart conjures up with the very thought of her. The zeal, fire and yes, lust, that sits on the edge of my mind waiting for the time to interject itself , waiting for the opportunity to take over my thoughts and actions. The way she consumes my every thought and holds me a hostage in them, is not unlike a prison in which I am happy to live. The strength of her existence bounds me like undeniable and unforgiving chains. The very thought of her keeps me tied in a moment of clarity, unwilling to wager or yield to any distractions. The gentleness of her morning voice blows a content feeling of thankfulness across my heart. The day has begun. The moments that will divide us this day are but moments void of words and laughs. For my day is full of her no matter what space is between us or what silence covers me like a veil. We are together in soul. This is closer than any distance and stronger than any word spoken.

TRUE LOVE

TRUE TRUE LOVE is only true when the feeling is MUTUAL…
TRUE LOVE doesn’t have a happy ending because TRUE LOVE doesn’t end…
No matter how BIG the world is, if we are meant to be together, TRUE LOVE will lead us to be together…

Not flesh of my flesh

Nor bone of my bone,

But still miraculously you are my own.

Never forget for a single minute,

You didn’t grow under my heart,

But in it.